and on a sad note

I was on myspace and I found my cousin - now shes on my buddy list I could have just im'd her - but this was more fun.

I added her and we are chatting and she mentions her neice turned 3 yesterday - and then it hit me - it's been 3 years since my grandma died.

I still miss her so much and it's hard for me to think about. Grandma had her stroke the day before Madi was born and then passed away the day after Madi was born. How sad that she didn't get to know her first great grand daughter. And how sad that Madi's birthday always make us think about losing grandma.